Tuesday, December 30, 2008

happy birthday to me!


me and the 2 bros in 1987.

birthday swim today! compliments of cm. can't wait:

E-easy 200 warm up
S-scull 300-25 scull, 25 swim w/ buoy
T-tenx25 kick w/ fins on :45
H-Have no mercy!!! 10x100 free on 1:45
E-Eightx25 fly on :45
R-Relax! 200 relax like your on drugs

2-2x200 free on 3:30
7-7x50 choice on 1:15

cooldown 100-200

Monday, December 22, 2008

it's all in the suit!

i've put away my running shoes for a while and decided that i may as well buy a new swimming suit since i'll be spending more time in the pool and my old one had been starting to fall off me a few months ago. so for the first time in 10 or so years i bought myself a one-piece that doesn't make me look like a 13 year old girl..and it feels so nice to swim and not feel my suit fluttering in the water. way to go, hydrodynamics! that and working on a pushup regimen- that i just found out i am doing wrong since i can't go all the way down- is really helping me to feel stronger in the water. sb, G and i did 12x50 pull on 0:30 yesterday and we were rocking those. sb and i had started out doing them in about 0:26 about a month ago and now are down to 0:21 and 0:22. and during today's swim w/ tnya i actually hit my personal best of 1:26(ish)on a 100. although note to self: don't do pushups before swim. it feels so good to be actually working towards something better rather than working on recovering!

speaking of the latter, sunday's swim started out w/ 30 mins pool running with cm's brother paul. i felt like i was working out with someone famous from the way cm talks about him. he was doing real pool running and rather quickly and i was doing this half-run half-sculling thing to keep up w/ him so we could chat. i know, i know, no cheating. but it was fun. my legs were actually tired after pool running and swimming w/ fins yesterday. but it felt so nice to be using my legs.

i got a strict reminder from cm to stick w/ im training schedule as much as possible even if it means not getting to work out w/ the thph crew. ::sigh:: she is right.

and for christmas from my favorite boyfriend, i got an HR monitor! it is so cute.. it's pink! can't wait to use it!

Friday, December 19, 2008

my first stress fracture




i went to the doctor's today hoping/expecting he would give me either:
1) a shot and say, "ok all better!"
2) a butt-cast..that would be funny!
3) info that i already knew, e.g., that my leg pain was muscular and i needed to chill out. or that i am not supposed to run, ever.

but i braved the snowstorm anyway to go all the way to mid-town to my appointment and to get an x-ray. after telling him a little peevishly that it originally starting hurting "here" (pointing to my right sit-bone) and sometimes "here" (pointing to my right hamstrings) but lately has been hurting "here" (pointing to my left hip) and a few days ago "here" (pointing to my left and right ankles), he poked around a bit, took a look at my x-ray and said, "this is interesting! just what i thought." a stress fracture on my sit-bone. i stress fractured my butt!

WHAT!

my first thought was, "this is going to take forever." i sat down on the step stool (i don't know why i sat there instead of on a chair) and started crying. this is not what i want to hear! what a girl. he said it probably happened if i suddenly changed positions when i ran/biked. he was actually quite animated in explaining how exactly one gets a stress fracture and was very encouraging, showing me that it was already healing and that once you get a stress fracture, your body adds bone outside of that area so that as you heal, you actually get stronger than before. and that i can do any exercise so long as it doesn't require putting a lot of sudden pressure on my right foot, meaning i can swim, bike (!!), lift. i'm not quite sure why he says i can do all that if my stress fracture was caused by my hamstrings pulling from different places unevenly. i need to get a better bike fit and a new seat that's wider and more comfy.. G suggested i get a bike seat w/ a donut! how awesome would that be.

other things that help are acupuncture, yoga, a ton of stretching, and no more anti-inflammatories since for your bone to heal, inflammation is good. now that i am cleared to swim and bike, i am feeling better. the most worrying part about IMLP- and i'm assuming that i'm still doing it- is the bike so i'll be glad to give it a try.

i feel better knowing what's up although not excited about waiting even longer to get better. i am seriously racking my brain trying to figure out what exactly i did to get myself into this mess b/c i want to prevent it as much as possible next time. perhaps it's a combination of not warming-up and cooling-down properly, not stretching enough, not weight-training, even perhaps not giving myself off-days (which i hate to admit). i was frustrated b/c i felt like i was actually fixing my bike and run positioning..but i guess my body is not as strong as my mind.

after the doctor's appointment, i really really didn't want to swim b/c of the snow, but then i wanted to do cm's "snowman" swim. i believe i got it all done but in a different order, more like "nnowmas" b/c i was impatient to do the 500s and not excited about the scull. i did 3 or the 4x25's w/o breathing and have to check on the length of the pool b/c it seems too big for a 25yd but my times were not right for a 25m. btw, not breathing does a lot for streamlining! i have been wondering why i feel like i'm not on my game at the chelsea pool and i think it's b/c the pool is so dirty. talk about a hairball family! but if i can swim well there it will be good for me. although it would also be good for me to stop drinking the water every time i breathed. someone got into an interesting-but-lengthy conversation with me about relating the economy and astrology and spirituality, then the lifeguard, since he "likes my attitude", gave me an art book. i think i need to practice my "don't talk to me unless you want your head bitten off" face.

there is so much i want to try- like the water polo class at the dirty pool and G's inten-sati class that she loves so much. but i guess i have enough to keep me entertained for a while.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

no complaining policy


i had an epiphany this morning that when people complain incessantly they are actually saying, "it's not my fault and there is nothing i can do about it" (and at my office it is usually implied, "so you do something about it.") it seems like a wimpy way out. so i'm going to institute for myself a "no complaining policy." the title may be a little extreme, b/c i actually mean that i can't complain unless i can say what am i going to do about it. you are welcome to keep me accountable with this..until i tell you not to. heheh. if i'm ever brave enough i may start instituting this policy at work with other people. "so..what are you going to do about it?" i'm learning that people may give me reason to be upset but ultimately my life is my responsibility and i can choose how i will react. or that even if i have reason to be upset or unhappy, i'm allowed to feel how i feel and then i need to decide, "ok, what am i going to do about it?" i think that will also help me develop some emotional boundaries, as in, not let it bring me down when people have negative attitudes. this will also be helpful when i go to massive family reunion time in tx. and instead of worrying incessantly about my leg and the drama of "when am i getting better?" i'll just have to respect that it hurts and give it time to heal. in the meanwhile will be having fun trying to stand on my head in yoga, taking bubble baths every night and doing pushups and ab-work until i can feel it all day. hey, if i can't run/bike i may as well prep for it!

of course, i am allowed to have my venting sessions every now and again. and of course, i actually enjoy listening to other people's venting sessions- just not incessantly- b/c it makes us all human.

i went to TNYA swim today for the first time since the last week of October. and even if it takes me an hr and 10 mins to get to the Wednesday TNYA pool, i love swimming!! i put myself in the slowest lane (there are only 3.. and lane 1, the fastest lane has only one person but his 100's descend start on 1:20) for the warmup, decided that i would try the middle lane again and ended up swimming well. i didn't really check the clock (such a relief to not be the lead!) but i believe our whole lane stayed w/in our intervals meaning that we stayed around 1:40 on the 100's. i actually kept bumping into the person in front of me until i was the 2nd in line. oops! the tnya people are super friendly and nice and it is just nice to swim with people who can push you but don't bring their egos into the pool. i would like to get to an average of 1:35 for 100's w/in a few months (i think i'm close!) and then maybe 1:30 before the end of next tri season. is that doable? there is a 1-hr swim on jan 24 or 25 and i think it would be fun to try. even more exciting is that TNYA does water polo every tuesday night. wouldn't that be fun to try out? some day...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

wanted: new obsession

i love planning the next weekends. swim w/ sb, G and cm have been fun. sb is catching up so that originally got me scared, thinking, "swim faster!!" but has become better motivation for focusing on technique and moving forward. way to go, dude! and w/ cm's sets, i've been doing tons of fly in the limited amount of time that i'm "allowed" to swim.

maybe it's time to think of some contingency plans. it's been 7 weeks since no running and it's really been a bummer. every day i wake up thinking that everything is going to get better today but i wish sometimes that i didn't want to get better anymore. yesterday was the first day of IMLP training...which will have to get pushed back to who knows when. i need to decide when is the absolute cut-off point for deciding not to do IMLP. and then really really pray that i don't get to that point! i love running on christmas morning and on esthermas morning but it seems like that is not going to happen. i finally gave in and am working on booking an appointment with a sports orthopaedic surgeon. i was a little scared off from seeing sports doctors b/c the last time i saw one, he told me, "maybe you're just not meant to be a runner." so of course i had to prove him wrong! but i don't want to be told that again. we'll see.

on a random note, since i'm a veggie lover, here is the cutest t-shirt that my little brother showed me from woot.com:

Monday, December 8, 2008

27 going on 70

happy month of esthermas, everyone! i love celebrating my birthday, especially since i get to count down all the way to new year's eve eve and have something to look forward to after christmas.

the acupuncture is actually working, and so is resting, sitting on heat packs and taking hot baths. resting is such a tough job! the acupuncture guy told me to buy a donut to sit on and i finally gave in after he nagged me a couple times. i was so embarrassed to ask for it at the drug store and pretended it was for my grandma but when i actually used it at work.... "haaaalelujah!" WOW. you have no idea how much sitting on your butt is tiring on your butt until you get one of these! i loved it so much i bought one for my car, shamelessly going to the drug store, browsing amongst the canes and wheelers and feeling like by the time i am really an old lady, i'll be well equipped.

i can't wait to be 100% better but feel like my body has been teaching me a very tough lesson to listen. i was rather amused by myself when i was laying on the acupuncture table w/ needles in my butt, recounting to the acupuncturist that i had run edinburgh marathon and the nyc marathon and was trying to go faster so i hurt myself and couldn't do chicago or disney..and then was trying to run philly but hurt myself training so i couldn't do it. that was finally when i realized, i guess it's time to train smart. duh!

but i can finally swim w/ less pain. i went to watch cm's meet with sb and when cm asked me to count her 1500 i was like, "heck no! i can barely count to 200" as sb can testify during our practice that morning. thank goodness we had those signs that you can use to change the numbers..but still i was pretty nervous and trying to concentrate on counting her laps while my neighbour chatted in my ear. cm's santa suit certainly stood out among the plain speedos and i felt so proud of her that she was going to do well and have fun. cm did a fantastic job as usual and sb took 134312748301957 photos as usual. then i got my free and fly videotaped for only $10, very well spent. top 2 things to learn for both strokes are to:
1) swim in a tube (smaller kicks, don't go so deep w/ your arms, don't move your head too much)
2) focus on moving forward rather than up and down (makes sense, doesn't it)

it was actually a pleasant surprise to watch my fly since i feel like i'm flailing all over the place when i swim fly, and i actually looked like i knew what i was doing. whew!

sunday i swam a bit w/ cm until she got pooped, then we did abs and stretches (thank goodness for cm's stretches) until G and sb got to the pool. since EVERYONE wanted to time their 1500s i thought why not and had a lot of fun. i believe i finished in 26:10 which i thought was rather miraculous considering i hadn't worked out consistently for about 5 weeks (gasp!) but it feels soo good to swim. the 3 of them had to practically pull me out of the water afterwards but i'm glad i was told to stop b/c i was running out of gas.

on a side note, i dug up some old photos.

this is my funny family a couple years ago, although my now sister-in-law is missing:


here's my brother and sister-in-law a few christmases ago, giving me the garment steamer that i subsequently brought to england and broke upon usage the first time b/c i didn't understand the difference between an adapter and a converter.


here is me jumping into a "holy" lake in tibet, apparently the highest lake in the world and you weren't allowed to swim in it..but it looked so beautiful i had to go in!


this is when my friends in london decided to throw me a surprise party and hire a stripper. i was so embarrassed!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

bumming

after 3 weeks and 1 day of non-running i decided to give it a try today. apparently, i managed to strain the ligament connecting my right hams to my hip bone and it seems to be taking forever to heal. i feel like i've tried everything- resting, icing, advil, no advil, swimming, no swimming, no walking around in heels, sitting on frozen peas, sitting on heat packs, about 4 different kinds of cream (one of which incidentally gave me an allergic reaction!), acupuncture and yoga- and it's healing but incredibly slowly. which is very difficult for a highly impatient person like me. i downgraded my workout from running to just swimming to just elliptical- can you imagine how boring it is to go on an elliptical for 2 hours?- to just giving up and resting. to be honest, the first week of sleeping in, journaling, enjoying the life outside training, catching up w/ friends, going to a concert, being highly productive elsewhere were a much-needed break for my body and my mind. afterwards, however, i started to feel bummed and weak and envious of people who can run.

so today i decided to give running a try. i put on my running pants and layers, stretched a ton, went outside, a little bit nervous, a little bit excited ... and lasted 2 minutes. for the first 15 seconds i felt fantastic. i felt my body resting into an easy jog and my breath settling into a comfortable rhythm. i missed that so much. then the nagging pain came back and by now i've learned to pay attention to my body, and remembered sb's advice to run until it hurts even if it is just running down the block. so i gave it up and went back to yoga. btw i am awful at yoga, i can't even touch my toes! claudia from swim recommended yoga, and i decided to take her advice since she has strong hips, she says.

cm and sb have been a great encouragement to me, like planning and/or swimming odd workouts with me that are heavy on the pull buoy and fly (since apparently i can do fly w/o hurting) and telling me that things will get better in time. i am trying to train healthy and my goal is to start imlp training 110% healthy even if it means resting more than and starting later than i want to. but i can't deny that, eloquently speaking, being injured sucks. feeling weak sucks. not being "in control" sucks. not being sure about what to eat and what to do with all of my energy sucks.

on the other hand, there is a lot to be learned from this whole ordeal although sometimes i wish i could go back to feeling invincible:
1) i need to listen to my body, and respect how it's feeling even if i feel "silly" about how it's feeling.
2) rest 1 day a week. this is important in resting my body and my mind and for remembering that life has other important things to enjoy and work on.
3) good friends are so important in commiserating with and encouraging me. sometimes i need someone who can see the bigger picture when i am feeling stuck.
4) i really really love movement. feeling like i'm flying when i'm running or floating when i'm biking or chilaxing when i'm swimming. just because i'm not the best at it, or as good as i would like to be, doesn't mean that i can't enjoy it. this- the appreciation for being healthy and active just for its own sake- is something i'd like to keep with me.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

blog tag (yes, i am THAT cool)

here are the rules for blog tag, as found on matt's blog.

1. Link to the person who tagged you.
2. Post the rules on your blog.
3. Write six random things about yourself.
4. Tag six people at the end of your post and link to them.
5. Let each person know they’ve been tagged and leave a comment on their blog.
6. Let the tagger know when your entry is up.

i don't really see the point of rule #6, and i believe the new rule for #4 and 5 have morphed into "anyone who reads this is tagged" so i'll opt for the lazier route.

A-- you are tagged!

6 random things about e:
1) i sleep with my eyes open.
2) i've been in over 20 car accidents (and have NOT been at fault for about 3)
3) i'm on the cover of this book.
4) i could live on peanut butter frozen yogurt.
5) i can (or at least used to be able to) read and write ancient greek.
6) i have a horrible sense of direction.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Photos from San Antonio

Some pics from that weekend:



At the Wedding


At Riverwalk


Sunday, November 9, 2008

going on strike

i believe it's been 11 days since my hams started hurting, and drama queen that i am, can't remember what it feels like to run happy. swimming was starting to hurt in spite of my denial (my drug of choice), and it took me a good two days to talk myself into not working out all together for two days at least, until things were at least feeling like they were improving. i feel like i'm telling my legs, no working out until you stop complaining! which means that prospects for philly are not looking bright at all. ::sigh:: what a bummer. but priority #1 is to train imlp healthy and i have until mid-december to get there.

saturday's swim was fun- 4200m w/ a workout full of n/s and desc, in decreasing m's. the end of the set had 5x100 "best average" and i was kind of worried about running out of time to do this, so i did them in the middle and was pretty pleased to note that my 100 times on my own are still more or less what they were before. this time around, i've been working on relaxing by trying to pretend that i'm on drugs, taking longer and wider strokes, and trying to find the "zen of swimming" as one of the tnya coaches had told me earlier this week. i feel like i'm getting the hang of it and am enjoying swimming, in groups and alone. then i went to get a horrendously painful but very helpful massage from my favourite masseuse, christine. christine was quite amazed by how tight my muscles were and laughed at me while i whimpered and she continued to chat away. for a blissful 1 hour afterwards, my leg didn't hurt at all. i'm worried about my advil intake (from 12-16 a day last week) so am trying really hard not to take any more.

after the 45 minutes of torture, i went tv-shopping w/ A and fell asleep while he was making a very exciting purchase.. i am such a supportive gf! it was actually amusing b/c i was napping next to another lady who was sitting on the couch while her man was wandering around the aisles of best buy. then fro-yo with sb, G9, fb and A before the girls went to fb's house to watch sex and the city with soup, fruit, dark chocolate, wine and champagne.

i was determined to sleep in on sunday, and A woke me up at 8:30 -- actually, a couple times before that but i refused to budge -- to watch ironman on his awesome 40" 1080 lcd hdtv (see.. i pay attention) and home theatre. then i did responsible things like work on my budget and work on work stuff. it is so strange not working out. what do people do who don't have a workout schedule...? all of the sudden there is so much time. i.e., when i got home, i cooked (and i use the word "cook" very loosely) two pots of soup, two meat dishes and got tomorrow's breakfast and lunch ready, and did more work so that i could sit on frozen peas. i really hope i feel better soon...all this sitting still and productive-ness is making me uncomfortable.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

WHATA...WEEKEND

This past weekend, E and I traveled to San Antonio to attend the wedding of one of my childhood friends. It was a good time all around! The weather was wonderful throughout! I think E was a little surprised on finding out that there are people that actually like me, grumpiness and all. And E being so cute, she was a complete hit with my friend and his extended family. So much so, that the groom's parents wanted to take her with them back to Panama (with or without me, I'm afraid).

They say everything is bigger in Texas, and so would my ass be if we stayed any longer. We had too much food, too much booze, too much partying. But it was so much fun. On a kind of dare, we went to Whataburger to eat the first day of our stay, and then we could not drive past one without yelling "WHATABURGER". My training consisted to 1hr runs, followed by some lifting. Probably not good for the Philly marathon, but what the heck!

Now I'm back at the office, and I'm catching up for the two days that I took off. So i have been only running for 1hr before work, no swimming or anything else. Hopefully I can get back to training on Friday. I have to admit that running Philly has no appeal to me right now, I'll do it because I signed up, but I'm not excited at all by it.

gimp

last tuesday, i set out to do an easy 6 miles on the treadmill, alternating slightly faster and slightly slower. i had been feeling a dull ache in my hamstrings since the previous wednesday but had thought that since i "shouldn't" be sore, i wasn't allowed to be, so i kept going. by mile 2 i decided to stop being in denial and hobbled back to my room to get on the trainer for about 1:40. why? i don't know. by the end of the workout i could barely walk and i felt like someone kicked me with pointy-toed boots. i felt so silly! and spent the whole day downing advil and leaning on things (including the wall) to get around. what a bummer. the irony is that cm had been telling me to lay off the hard workouts this week and save up for the next, but i didn't want to listen.

fortunately, last week was also my free trial week for tnya and i had a ton of fun swimming with the team. everyone is (so far) so friendly and chatty, the coaches give good tips and the workouts are comfortably hard, mixing up the pacing and the strokes. i still detest my backstroke, however, and feel like i'm drowning.

A and i went to san antonio for a hard training weekend of massages, fast food joints, dancing and alcohol (can't have one without the other!), smoothies and nachos. i tried to run on saturday and had a bit of a breakdown b/c i only lasted 16 minutes, and then felt silly for trying to run again. at cm's suggestion, i resorted to pool running, which is actually quite fun but not for too long, and going back to the elliptical and stairmaster at the fitness center. i felt like i had regressed to my "gym rat" pre-tri phase and have not made the best nutritional choices, and am afraid to run if it will set me back on my recovery. so it is back to sitting on ice packs and frozen peas and trying not to feel like too much of a grandma. being human sucks.

sooo your two cents would be appreciated. if you had 3 weekends left until philly marathon but would probably hold off on trying to run until next tuesday so would likely have one weekend of good training before tapering.. would you do it? i'm itching to get into marathon zone and also don't want to waste another bunch of $$ but i don't want to have to stop running and then have the opposite of a runner's high. maybe i could pick a later marathon or just do my own, the latter of which has been done before! but is not as much fun.

Monday, October 27, 2008

never stop running

when i was younger and sillier, i wanted to engrave that on my ipod. in the typical esther fashion of not thinking through consequences, i used to set out for hours-long runs with just an ipod and maybe some cash to buy water, no warm-up, no stretching, no sense of direction, usually under-dressed, bouncing rather than moving forward, and had the time of my life. for yesterday's long run of 20 miles, A and i ran the first 10 together and then he decided to be responsible and get some work done, so i put on the ipod and set out on my own, this time having warmed up, stretched, focusing on better posture and the "moonwalk" running style that A taught me, and had a fantastic time. autumn is gorgeous, new yorkers don't know what they're missing out on. i noticed that my energy level for the 2nd 10 miles was relatively high, meaning that: a) my 1:30 runs should really be faster than i had thought and/or b) sleeping all day does a lot for one's energy levels. i was focusing on keeping the arms moving forward rather than across, since that has been a pattern in my race pictures, so i did a silly thing and kept my index fingers pointed forward for most of the run. i'm not sure if A noticed b/c i was behind him most of the time. finally, i felt like i was moving forward. i looked/felt like a cowboy drawing his gun all the time so it is a good thing i didn't find that too embarrassing.. in fact i just may do that for philly. "who's that retard who keeps pointing in front of her? does she not know where she's going?"

speaking of philly, i'm not quite sure what the goal is. since first marathon time was 4:28 and second was 3:37, i would be happy w/anything in between. under 4 would be great, 3:45 would be really great, between 3:37 and 3:45 would be even better, under 3:37 would be awesome and under 3:30 would be endorphins for the next week. i'm not sure how the run will go. for ny, i had decided to shoot for under 4:00 so picked a pacer for 3:45 and was worried that that was too ambitious. the pacer disappeared after mile 6 and i luckily had made a friend by then (interestingly named) armand, a tall dutchman in a tracksuit sweating and turning red but had a good pace. i remember worrying that we were going "too fast" on our mile pace for 3:45 but just kept hanging on to our pace and ended up being glad that the pacer got lost. so i wonder what will happen this time if i just hang on.

a lot of running this week, and i'm enjoying it immensely although sitting on the trainer last wednesday did a number on my sit-bones...such an old lady! hills on saturday w/ A, sb and todd was more tolerable than the week before although i need to remember not to eat breakfast before hard runs. todd's homemade oatmeal chocolate granola something cookies were a welcome treat. i missed fb (and actually had worn warm CLOTHES so "mom" wouldn't nag me) but she was too busy being a party animal! swim the friday before w/ sb, fb and claudia was also nice and relaxing. our pool is quite nice, hairball and all.

today i gave TNYA a try- they swim at baruch college on Mon/Wed and it's actually a 25m pool rather than 25y so it feels better. the people at tnya today were friendly, not cranky-competitive (as opposed to fun-competitive which is ok) and on top of that i get a whole free week! i'm tempted to ditch the running thing and just swim until thursday. hooray for a.d.d.!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Running in the Dark

During triathlon season, I reached the conclusion that the best time for me to swim was early in the mornings. And while it is debatable whether that helped me or not, given my crappy swimming times, I felt good during my early morning swims.

However, that deprived me of my favorite training activity: running early. Running at 4AM in the morning was my favorite thing to do last year, when I posted PR's in every single running race that I entered. Now that I'm back to marathon training, it feels good to run in the dark. It feels good to scare away the deer, to avoid being run over by the newspaper delivery drivers, and to see the same people go to work at the same times every morning.

Track workout today was good. The track close to E's place is on an elevation of about 20ft above street level. E failed to mention that besides being cold, it was really windy in Fort Lee this morning. And because the track was elevated, there is nothing on the way of the wind up there. So those times that she posted, were times with considerable crosswind. She did really good!

my non-non imaginary friend

tuesday's swim was much better than last week, after i realized that i was feeling like i was dragging b/c i was literally dragging wearing a kid-sized swim suit that was too big. my legs were not too sore and i had some time to kill since swim ends so early so i did a relaxing 5 mile job meandering around central park. autumn is gorgeous!

A and i did a track workout together this morning. if my life was a movie, i would have heard ominous music playing in the background on our way to the track. i felt like i was going to my punishment, since i knew i'd be dragging behind A, and imaginary sb for that matter, regardless of how hard i pushed it. but then, doing track workout w/ A was my idea.

sb and i had gotten into an interesting conversation earlier this week about how you need to "not be afraid to fail" when you try to run fast; supposedly you should discover that your limits are not what you think. i have a hard time pushing it on short distances, partly b/c i keep thinking that i may need to use my energy reserves say, if a monster chases me on my way home. anyway, i decided to give it a try, but primarily for the 400s.

1200m: my time 5:02 (sb's 5:23, 4:53 2 weeks ago) i think i can catch imaginary s.b. on his C- or D game days!
800m: my time 3:22 (sb's 3:16, 3:06 2 weeks ago)
400m: my time 1:32 (sb's 1:23, same 2 weeks ago)

1200m: my time 5:09 (sb's 4:51, 4:53 2 weeks ago)
800m: 3:21. funny story here! i saw a bunny hopping across the track and thought, "look, there's maija!"
400m: 1:27. my fastest 400 time EVER!

on the 400's i decided to let myself try to run w/o being afraid of failing. i imagined my heart literally jumping out of my throat onto the floor, and me puking on the side but thought, if that is the worst that can happen then that is not so bad and it will have to be after i finish the 400. my quads were burning on the last 400 and i thought, what an odd sensation to have while running! i was really happy about the last 400 b/c my first timed track workout, i was 1:50. hooray for baby steps!

i conveniently did not get to sb's last 200 so didn't believe A when he wanted to do it at the end. A was a fantastic running buddy, not letting me talk down to myself and cheering for me and saying "nice job!" while he waited (...and waited..and waited) for me to get to the finish line. it was so nice to chase after someone real instead of imaginary!

then we jogged home and A went to the fitness center- i wouldn't call it a "gym"- and i went to spin "no room for slackers." a cadence meter & basic HR monitor would be a fantastic birthday gift, hint hint, in 69 days.

Monday, October 20, 2008

no more naked running

running with clothes on is overrated, but i GUESS it must be done as the weather cools down.

marathon training has started! which means for humans like me (as compared to energizer bunnies like A), more running and only 2x/week each of biking and swimming. this week's mileage is about 50, and even working in biking/swimming, works out to take up significantly less time than triathlon training. which means (and cm will be proud to read this) more rest and stretching. i feel like i'm dragging a bit on the swim and am not worried so much about my bike skills atrophying (not a lot of skill in the first place), but have to remind myself that on marathon day i won't wish i had biked/swum more. the spinnervals that sb lent are fun although i can't stand up on the trainer w/o feeling wobbly. aerobuilders are a little less fun, esp when the guy likes to yell out every one, two, five and ten minute interval.

when i showed up for hill repeats early last saturday, i got a lecture from fb who pulled out a fleece and two right-hand gloves for me, all of which i took off after the warmup despite "mom's" protests. being hot makes me cranky! the hill workout was fun, although not in the sense that i'd do it every day and can't wait for next week. i dragged behind fb, todd and sb, no surprise, and the ever-motivational todd would give us a 1,2,3 "go" with inspirational words like "cardiac arrest" and "super suffer." practicing running downhill was definitely my favourite part of that workout. then an attempt to swim afterwards, followed by a day of girliness and ticklish feet (on my part. oh man!) at the spa with G and fb. i believe all 3 of us have chipped our nails already.

yesterday morning, my quads were still sore from the hill workout but there was a 12-miler on my schedule. it was such an awesome day, and after attempting to sprint up hills on saturday, running rather leisurely up the hills was no longer scary. i finished strong and think i made 14 miles. after working out my schedule for this week, i noticed that i could get all the mileage in if i do 10 today although my legs were still tired, but that's what i get for planning too late! it was the first morning i ran with more than a sports bra and shorts, but i did admire my pretty pink nail polish quite often.

btw bassman half pictures are up (bib #554) and i look like such a happy idiot in most of them.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

The Case of the Galloping Heart Rate

A few postings ago, I said that my maximum heart rate was 195 bpm. Since then, I have recorded maximum heart rates of 199 twice, and this morning I recorded 202 bpm during the track workout. So I guess that I'll need to expand my sample size, in order to determine what my sport zones are. Or I could go and pay to get all this info measured by people that actually know what they are doing. But that would not be fun. Trying to figure stuff out gives me something to do.

So I'm officially training for the marathon now. I'm kind of following my plan from last year, which includes a long run (3+ hrs), a kind of long run (2+ hrs), a track workout, and two tempo runs (45 min and 1.5hrs). For the time being, I'll swim 3 times and do a long spinning session per week.

I'm also kind of obsessed with cooking using the microwave zip bags. I'm trying all my go to recipes to see which ones work and which ones don't. So far, sausage and peppers, steamed salmon, garlic shrimp, chicken stir fry (or is it shake steam) work. Meats don't work at all. I'll have to try pork, and maybe roasted potatoes. What I love the most is how easily the flavors of the seasonings are absorbed by the steaming process. Once I have all figured out, I'll write my 12 minute recipe cookbook.

And why not? E and I bought this cooking book for her place from the bargain bin for $1 that has to be read to be believed. For example, their chili recipe calls for you to open a can of chili and follow the can instructions. Now, if somebody published that, why not my 12min cookbook? And you think that I'm kidding...

Monday, October 13, 2008

Looking Ahead

I have not posted anything lately because I have been in a rut. I had a terrible race at the Fall Bassman. This is my abbreviated race report, and then I wont talk about it anymore.

Basically I had an awful swim. It was not a matter of lack of training. It was a combination of a very queasy stomach from that smelly water, a bad sighting and open water technique, and a missed turn at the center buoy (lifeguard had to track me down and tell me to turn). When I came out of the water, I looked at my watch and saw the anti PR I had just done. I got to the transition, and lets say that I had no problems spotting my bike. I was so deflated that I had a super slow transition. So my bad segment was snowballing into a bad race.

I got on the bike, and started picking up other people. A lot of them. 10mi into the bike segment, I really started feeling good about the race. I told myself to forget about the swim, and to to the best I could on the bike and run. And I was doing really well on the bike. Looking at my HR/GPS results, I was doing 20.3MPH up to mile 39... And then, I had a flat. As per my HR/GPS monitor, it took me 12 minutes to get moving again. But I checked off mentally. I was going to finish the bike and hand in my chip.

By the time I reached the transition area, I had decided to run anyway, but I had no motivation. I was pleased that I had no problems with the brick, but I did not push the run in any way. And my legs were ready for a faster pace, but I just went slow, on purpose. I finished the race, but I quit mentally, and that was terrible.

So this is the last time I'm ever bringing this race up. I'm moving on.

Last week I took Monday off, even though I was not tired or sore at all. On Tuesday morning, I went to the pool, and I was not very motivated. Also, because the high school team was practicing, I ended sharing the lane with the super fast early swimmer. Not what I needed at the moment, so I only swam for 30min. Other than that, I did two spinning classes, and did two long runs (2.5+ hrs), and two tempo runs.

Today I did a swim workout, followed by a 45min hilly run, and then lifted some weights. Mentally, these were the best workouts that I had in about 3 weeks.

Next up is the Philly Marathon. I doubt that I'll do a Boston Qualifying time for my age group (3:10:59), but I'll set a goal of 3:30. Hopefully, I'll be able to finish stronger than last year's Marine Corps Marathon, when I was on pace for 3:15, threw up at mile 20 due to some energy beans, and barely hanged up to finish in 3:38.

And also, I'll try to learn how to swim!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

lazy week

my original plan to jump immediately into marathon training post-bassman was discouraged by various veteran triathletes who recommended a period of “rest” in between. Rest? What is that? I argued with cm that swimming and running slowly was considered “active rest” but she did not buy my excuse and in fact caught me doing such “active rest” at the pool on Tuesday.

I joined sb, fb, Claudia and bob at the pool on Monday and, after chatting excitedly about the race for about 10 minutes, proceeded to feel my legs deteriorating throughout the short swim. I thought to myself that Monday would be considered my “rest” day and a massage would take care of everything. The next day, I was enjoying myself immensely at the pool doing lap after lap of technique workouts that I had put off during the season until I saw fb’s shadow over the edge of the pool. She had brought a stack of triathlon magazines and instructed me to read them, take a walk or a nap if I felt like working out, but did acquiesce to letting me swim 10 more minutes (which turned into 15…but she was gone). Wednesday was a day of easy biking on the trainer while watching reviews of the presidential debate from the night before, then a highly enjoyable slow jog. My brothers and sister-in-law then flew to Dallas to visit my parents and surprise my mom for her 29th-plus-x birthday, so it was 60 mins easy jog on both Thursday and Friday. After finding myself antsy and munching a little too generously on these off days, I was eagerly anticipating my long run on Saturday which I was “allowed” to do so long as I rested completely on Sunday. After consulting with maggs, Gatorade bob, maija and sb who all suggested not suddenly increasing mileage and subbing short runs for swims and bikes, I decided it may not be a bad idea to follow someone’s advice once in a while, especially if I ask for it! So my long run would be 2:20, which I believe is an “average” run for A.

Saturday’s long run was definitely a huge lesson in the need to hydrate during a run. Out of sheer laziness, I did not bring a water bottle or money, thinking that the weather was not too warm so I would not sweat much, anyway. The run was gorgeous save the first and last 30 minutes that felt like jogging down Route 1 (wide streets, plenty of cars, not much scenery and on the dirty side). I had been reading up on Hal Higdon’s marathon training guide, which suggested that if you normally find yourself with extra energy at the end of the run, try to increase your pace every third. Everything was going as expected until the last 45 minutes on a very long uphill slope, when I felt my heart rate beating faster than it usually would for a long run although I felt like my feet were slowing down. I stopped at the 2:20 mark although I did not reach my starting point, walked for about 1 minute and then got annoyed at myself so tried to sprint home. When I got home, I gulped down 2 glasses of water and lay on the floor, my heart rate still going at about 150 to 160 although I wasn’t moving. What was going on? I was lightheaded and feeling a little sick but felt better as I stayed hydrated throughout the day. Silly e, has to learn from experience most of the time.
Good thing that I conveniently scheduled a long-run to be on the same day that my family wanted to go trail-walking and shopping. My anonymous big brother severely kicked my butt in an impromptu sprint on the trail and to the car; in fact, he beat me, got into the car and picked me up! This was rather humbling for the overly competitive younger sister who has never beat her big brother in a race. My adorable younger brother, inspired, challenged me to a 1/3-mile sprint race a few hours later, and I am not one to say no to many challenges that require physical activity. He would have won if the distance was shorter but was baffled afterwards that he had lost to a girl. After all of this time on my feet, a rest day on Sunday is a treat!

Also, huge congratulations to Maggs Morriss who did an amazing job at Ironman Kona yesterday! Way to go, hope you got yourself a huge carrot cake (not just a slice) and I’m excited to see you at lake placid!

Monday, October 6, 2008

i <3 bassman (e's last tri race report of the season)

this has been the most fun race of the season, but i am definitely relieved to be done with triathlons until next year. race report:

pre-race: since we had opted out of quakerman about a month ago, i had gotten my nervousness out of the way. i felt like i had been sitting at the doctor's office forever, just waiting to get it over with. nonetheless, carbo loading is still my favourite part of race-prep! the day before the race, i did a pre-race workout under the direction of fb, who gave me some swim tips and helped me to pick 3 mantras to repeat on the swim: "just keep swimming", "cool as a cucumber", and "i am relaxed." then fb, sb, G, fb's friend fred, and xue li and her friend louie helped A and me carbo load with pumpkin pancakes from the diner. afterwards, A and i were still hungry so we had dinner part 2, veal w/ pasta and garlic bread.

race morning: up at 4, and of course i fell asleep right up until we arrived at bass river state park. the scenery was surreal as the sky was still pitch dark, music was playing out of a sound system and people were shivering and shuffling around with flashlights setting up their bikes. A and i set up as close to the bike transition as possible, and since we were so early, we got a good spot. i remembered my first tri, when fb helped me triple check that i had brought everything and then taught me exactly how to set up (e.g., put your helmet on top of your bike shoes, upside down in a way that you make one quick movement to put your helmet on). and no gloves this time..gloves are for pansies! j/k, i was just too lazy to put them on. i figured, if i fall and scratch my hands, i'll just deal with it.

then we went to the pre-race mandatory meeting where all of us were utterly confused by the instructions for the swim, bike and run by the race director. apparently someone had stolen his bike mile markers that morning, so he wanted to make sure we had some sense of direction. during the singing of the national anthem, i was reminded of how my college professors (at a christian school) had prayed for us before we took our exams. then off we went into the 60 degree water in 3 waves: 2 guys, 1 girls.

swim: this is always the most exciting, as we shiver in the water and wait as the race director counts down the minutes. normally, when i am nervous at this point, i'll try to strike up conversation with another nervous-looking swimmer. i was pretty calm this time, as i figured, no point in being nervous for 1.2 miles. i had overheard some girls telling each other they were going to relax and take it slow, so i put myself in the row in front of them. when the foghorn went off and we all started, the girls behind me totally bowled me over, a rather humbling moment. i started to breathe really quickly and get nervous, so i slowed down and stopped for one breath, thought i could quit right now but said a quick prayer, then got back into it. i didn't feel like i was moving very far at all, but told myself, just keep rotating and your wet suit will swim for you. about 10 minutes into the swim, i was suddenly having the time of my life! i was feeling smooth and streamlined, i passed A but figured now would not be a good time to say hello, and stayed a good 10m away from the buoys to avoid traffic. the course was 2 loops, and when i reached the end of the 1st loop, i was glad to go again. i started to tell myself, "i am strong. i am relaxed" but for some reason, i already knew that! so i had a lot of fun chasing down the waves in front of me, focusing on rotation and fb's last-minute technique tips. whenever i passed someone i thought ruefully, no worries, you'll probably catch me on the bike but at least i get a head start. i was a little disappointed b/c i thought a lot of the girls were still in front of me, but didn't really care b/c i was having so much fun. when i reached the end of the 2nd loop, i thought to myself "one more time!" but resisted the urge. since fb had her straitjacket story from a previous tri, my very first thought upon standing was, "unzip!!" another girl had come out at the same time as i, and we exchanged a few breathless words about how we were dizzy and we were both dreading the bike. i checked my watch and was happy to see that it was around 37:00. swim time: 36:16!

t1: felt a little longer than usual b/c i gave myself a chance to breathe and b/c i was not so excited about the bike. t1 time: 1:47

bike: ugh. biking is currently my least favourite event of the tri and i was very glad that the course was pretty flat. i had debated taking the cateye off b/c it would make me angry at my pace, but decided to leave it on. since A had suggested not counting cadence, i spent the first 30 minutes with a pleasant song in my head and enjoying the weather. i hadn't expected to go more than 17 to 18 mph given how awesome i am at pedaling at high cadence but was firm in my mind about having a strong run. during the first loop, i was feeling good and strong and averaged 18.2, but then i believe right into the 2nd loop, i mentally relaxed and thought, "i'm already halfway done" and suddenly had a very difficult time keeping the same pace. nonetheless i was stubborn about having a strong run and just kept pedaling fast, but moving ever so slowly... my legs were starting to hurt and i was starting to become frustrated again but decided there was not much i could do but get the ride over with and give myself 10 months to become a monster biker for imlp. i was still having a good time and remembering to thank all the policemen and volunteers who were pointing us the right way, and smiling w/ a thumbs up to the camera guy. i was a little bummed when i saw that a ton of bikes were already in transition area by the time i arrived. bike time: 3:16:24, 17.7 mph. oh well. btw, A kicked butt in this segment.

t2: fastest rest break ever when i sat down to change my shoes. t1: 1:21. here we go...

run: i must say, i have never felt stronger on a brick than yesterday. still smiling, i relaxed into a decent pace and decided not to be miserable trying to push it for 13.2 miles. what a great day! the weather was awesome, most of the run was in the shade, and the volunteers were from brooklyn, cheering us on in their brooklyn accents. i felt a little guilty about being rude to the volunteers on the run at nj state so i made it a point to be polite w/ these volunteers. the run felt like mile after mile of loops and my mental map was severly jumbled by mile 5. i high-fived a few of the people giving directions, smiled at the camera guy, asked a volunteer for a bite of his pizza (getting hungry! and tired of gel and powerbars). b/c of the interminable loops, we saw the same volunteers over and over who were very encouraging (although saying "almost done" at mile 8 may not be the best thing to say). when some of the girls passed each other on the run, we'd say, "you go girl!" the camera guy and one of the direction volunteers called me "smiley" as in, "there she is, smiley." well i guess there are worse nicknames..

it was just a great time. there was a point around mile 4 when i was running alone in the forest, and to distract myself, i was thinking about how this was the most enjoyable 13.2 i had run (i'm not sure if it's 13.2 or 13.3, but heard someone saying the run was actually 13.2) b/c there was no pressure. i was already within my goal of 6 hours and thought it may be nice to go under 6, but why be miserable over it? i can save that for the next half. i started thinking about how my triathlons had started here, and how i've grown from a dumb jock to a hopefully less dumb jock and gave myself a pat on the back. i mused over how much has changed in the past 7 months, and smiled over the friends made. i don't believe i have ever told thph but they are one cool group, and it is great to find people with whom i can sbr and talk about sbr, who are encouraging and competitive in a friendly way, mutually respectful and often hilarious. i thought of fb/cm who has not only helped me immensely as an athlete but is also a good friend, of the optimistic and thorough sb and his monster-biking, cookie-baking wonderful wife G, the pleasant xue li, funny-at-6-a.m. todd, super-fast biking chaz who always returns a compliment, gatorade bob who kicks a$$ on a diet of beer and doritos, cool chick claudia, and of course, my favourite boyfriend A who has been my best friend and my rock. all of the sudden i wanted to hug bassman.

mile 8, someone said "you're almost done!" and then my body and mind relaxed and uh oh! my legs slowed to a shuffle, and i was counting 10-11 minute miles, feeling like i had found myself running in molasses. my hamstrings and calves were hurting and i really had to go to the bathroom. what is going on? but i had learned from england that i'll get there when i get there and plodded onwards. people kept passing me but i could not bring my legs to move any faster, yearning for the mile 13 sign. finally when i saw it, i laughed, yelled "woo hoo!" and jetted to the end. i was so relieved and so happy! i called fb and said something like "that was so fun!... i have to go to the bathroom." then i waited for A, standing near the race director and photographer who was announcing names. the race director George let me announce a few names to "practice" announcing A when he came (but unfortunately, George took the mic away 2 people before A). run time: 2:05:05

so overall, this has been my favourite race b/c i had a great time and finished 6:02:04 placing a.g. 5th (when George told me this, the camera guy said, "and you did it all w/ a smile!" which was very rewarding). i am very relieved to be done for the season and to be able to focus on primarily running for the next month or so. for off-season training, i know i want to work on: swim rotation, bike high cadence and run speedwork...but fb says for now i need to rest.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Iron-Chaz's Chesapeakeman Aqua Velo Report

here is chaz's report of how he kicked chesapeakeman aqua velo's butt over the weekend. way to go, chaz!
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In training for my first Ironman, I couldn't have picked a better warmup race than the Chesapeakeman Aqua Velo, which comprised the first two legs of the Chesapeakeman Iron-dstance triathlon. I got the 2.4-mile swim and 112-mile bike race distances under my belt, experienced the different transition style in Iron races from other triathlons, and gained confidence through a strong performance.

It was a small race - about 300 signed up for the full race and the Aqua Velo, combined, and only 224 toed the starting line. So there was an intimate feel as the bus dropped us off at the swim start in Cambridge, Md., the T1 changing tents and bike racks illuminated out of the surrounding blackness of the Choptank River by a couple of floodlights. There wasn't much point to arriving 90 minutes early, so other than using the facilities and checking the bike, sodden from overnight rain, I mostly sat and obsessed over what the race would be like.

I pulled on my wetsuit (right side out this time) at 6:30, just as the rain started to fall. By the time I entered the water at 6:45, the rain was steady - when the gun went off at 7, it was a downpour. On the other hand, there was light, if no sun, so we could see the buoys stretching into the distance for the two-loop swim around a bay that empties into the Choptank.

I took my usual approach, starting near the back and setting a deliberate pace. I kept up with the pack better than I have in the past, which made sighting less of a challenge. I was kicked in the head once. On the final turn of the first loop, into the river on the straight shot back into the start/finish, there was significant chop, making frequent sighting a necessity. Upon completing the first loop (in exactly 800 breaths), I checked my watch and was delighted to see 41:52, matching the fastest I've ever done 1.2 miles in a race (three weeks prior at Diamondman, it took me an awful 47 minutes). Thus inspired, I stroked through the second lap, shaking off at one point a persistent draftee (by the hundredth time his hand hit my foot, I was seriously considering kicking him in the head. Instead, I moved over). I managed the second loop in 795 breaths, and crossed the mat into T1 at 1:24:52. That's only three minutes slower than I do in the pool. Could the course have been short? No - when I got into the changing tent, it was FULL. I was in the main group!

(My swim ranked 49th of 89 Aqua Veloers, and 125th of 224 including the tri competitors. Add in the swim-only competitors, and I was 139th of 248.)

T1 was a new experience. Grab the bag containing bike gear, head into the tent, strip down and change clothes with dozens of other competitors and not enough chairs. I took my time, as usual, feeling a bit dizzy from the swim and not having packed my bag properly - next time, items will be ordered so I can rake things out as I need them, rather than dump the contents out and root around. A final complicating factor was that I was breaking in a Garmin Forerunner 405, upgrading from ny dead 305, which died Thursday evening, meaning I bought the 405 Friday. Not ideal. I took 14:30 to get through transition, which ranked 10th from slowest among tri and Aqua Velo competitors!

The rain had slackened during the swim, but started again in earnest as I began the bike. I took it easy to start, navigating the first few turns carefully to gauge the slickness of the roads, and generally stretching out. By mile 4, my aggregate pace was better than 20 mph, where it would stay for the duration.

I confronted an equipment problem right away. I'd changed the armrests on my aerobars a few days ago, because I'd broken the plastic armrests in training. The metal armrests I installed were curved, and forced my shoulders to hunch much more. That would prevent me from staying in the aerobars for more than five miles at a tim, and I needed to take more frequent breaks from the aerobars as the race progressed. Two days later, my shoulders remain a bit sore.

Fueling went well. I ate half a Clif bar every half hour, then interspersed a banana on the next half hour. I drank with abandon, even though the near-constant, frequently downpouring rain made it impossible to tell how much I was weating. (The temp was low 70s and humid.) So I drank six 24-ounce bottles of Gatorade High Endurance and three 24-ounce bottles of water, and ate four Clif bars and three bananas.

The course involved a 14-mile sojourn to a 48-mile loop that we did twice. The loop went through Blackwater Wildlife Refuge and was utterly flat - even the few bridges involved inclines of literally two or three feet. That made regular stretching a necessity, and coasting an impossibility - perfect training for Florida. The rain varied throughout the ride - no rain for maybe a quarter, light to steady rain for half, and pounding, slap-hard-against-your-helmet rain for the remaining quarter.

That, and the previous three days of rain, led to a singular road condition I've never experienced before. A one-mile stretch of road about 12 miles from the end of the loop was completely submerged in up to - no joke - six inches of water. At certain points, feet and pedals went underwater with each pedal stroke, making for gym-like biking resistance. It wasn't hard to get through - even when cars coming the other direction caused wakes onto my side of the road - but it was a new one.

My strategy was the same as usual - see a cyclist ahead of me, pick him or her off, don't get passed - but I had to be more patient given the longer distance. I learned that early. In mile 11, I passed three cyclists at once, one of whom was passing the other two. He passed me back within a mile. I kept him in my sights and re-passed two miles later. He passed me again within a mile, and eventually disappeared up the road.

I passed him for a third time in mile 60, and he stayed passed.

I was passed by three other cyclists, all in the first half. I'm sure I eventually passed two of them back; the other I'm not sure of. Otherwise, it was the usual pass-fest, only wetter and more deliberate - I tailed some cyclists for five, eight, 10 miles before reeling them in.

I felt my pace flag near the halfway mark, so after getting through the submerged road for the first time, I figured I'd air it out for the last 12 miles of the loop, before picking up the special-needs bag. That went well, and after stopping to reload my Clif bar and banana stash, I was strong for the second loop.

I stayed in the small chainring for most of the first 64 miles - which I had the confidence to do thanks to a century ride I did last week almost entirely in the small ring because the cable controlling the ring was badly frayed. I had it replaced this week, so when I felt strong late, I put it in the big ring for the last 14 miles and let it rip.

I finished the bike leg in 5:28:45, for a 20.4 mph pace. That ranked 10th of 89 in the Aqua Velo, and 21st of 224 including the triathletes. Given the conditions and my relative lack of taper, that seems like a replicable result in five weeks' time.

My overall time of 7:07:48 ranked 21st of 89 in the Aqua Velo, and 46th of 224 including the triathletes. Most pleasantly surprising of all, I carded a second-place finish (of 12 Aqua Veloers) in the 35-39 age group (the AG winner beat me by plenty, so my ridiculous transition didn't cost me unduly). I see no evidence on the event Web site that there were age group awards for the AV, but this still qualifies as easily my best race result.

Apparently, swim-bike-done suits me better than swim-bike-run. Nevertheless, on to Ironman Florida!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

what's in a name & USMMA 5k race report

our team name is "thph" = "tri hard play harder" but perhaps it's "phth" = "play hard tri harder." regardless, we're going to have the best cheers and team photos, sticking our tongues out like the mature adults we are. maija's new name is fb = "fast bunny," a synthesis of the messaging on her fun swim suits, although i'd like to think fb = "funny bunny." interestingly, my creative nickname in high school-and my anonymous older brother will laugh to remember this -was esther-bunny. fyi, we don't really call each other these acronyms in real life (how odd would that be?), i just use them for typing ease b/c outside of working out, i'm quite lazy.

speaking of lazy, it was not that hard for fb to talk me out of thursday's intended track workout as i am just as excited about doing them as i am about doing my 3-hr round trip commute. when i asked if i could do a long run instead, she said ok but so long as it is 45 mins max. so i sort of listened to her and decided to forego the track workout and did a 2:00 long run, aiming for roughly my 1:30 long run pace. it was a fantastic run, about 1:01 in one direction, including going down one very long slope and 0:59 back, going back up that very long slope. i have been kind of hard on myself about the bike and swim, so it felt great to run and listen to music and not give myself pressure to beat any time. fb was right about her warning that i would be sore afterwards, though, but i guess i needed to learn from experience.

friday, i did fb's recommendation of 40 mins easy w/ 6x30-sec race pace. since the weather was absolutely awful i had to use the dreadmill, but i found that it was easier to push myself on the race pace. then on to columbia swim, the last swim of the season. i was feeling kind of stressed out so my swim felt slow and out of breath, and i practiced telling myself "cool as a cucumber" and "i can do this." the mental exercise in itself is pretty tiring for me, and i am looking forward to post-bassman when i will focus more on running for philly marathon before starting the training program for imlp.

A and i went to A's 10-yr college reunion at the USMMA (US Merchant Marine Academy) in long island today, and typical A-style, we arrived at 6:30 a.m. for the start of the 8:00 5-k race. i had a fantastic time getting a taste of A's college life and am very glad i did not attend this school. they treat the freshmen so roughly, i don't think i would have lasted more than a month! everyone has to wear a pressed and clean uniform all the time (fyi, i still don't know how to iron, nor do i own an iron), and the freshmen always have to walk 6 inches from the curb and say "good morning ma'am" and "good morning sir." in A's day, the freshmen also had to clean all of the barracks, including bathrooms, for themselves and the upperclassmen. i'm sure A can give the full run-down but he has generally good memories of the place, as i believe it gets better as you get older and in charge, and since he had some good friends there. the campus was beautiful and right next to the water, and the people were incredibly polite.

as noted copious times before, i was dreading this 5k, and looking forward to it even less when i saw how few people there were who were running. there were about 20 people, and i was thinking, oh great, i'm going to be last and it's going to be so embarrassing! on top of that, the race director was giving course directions verbally and i am horrible with directions. so off we went, me not being sure at all where to go but not that worried as i thought i'd just follow A from a distance.

mile 1: 6:55 which was my best mile time ever and included a slight uphill. there were about 6 of us in the front, A doing super and 2nd in the lead. A had introduced me to his friend matt and matt's wife jackie earlier, and jackie looked pretty buff and said she trained all the time on hills in humid south korea, so i was slightly intimidated. jackie, matt and i kept switching places until mile 2 when my shoelace came untied and i uttered a profanity before hastily fixing it. i was very focused on breathing ok, keeping up what i thought to be a sustainable 3-mile pace and not trying to get overwhelmed by the whole event. every time jackie passed me, i'd say "nice job" and when i passed her she'd reciprocate. i had decided that the person running in front of me would be virtual sb and was trying to catch him. A's heart rate suddenly shot up so he had to relax a little bit. toward mile 3, i was starting to feel nauseous, and i thought, good sign, b/c we're almost done. my lungs were hurting a little and my heart was beating fast but fb had said i needed to get used to that feeling, so i didn't worry about it much. the person i had thought was virtual sb was slowing down, and i thought, that can't be sb! he's slowing down! i believe i was actually a little annoyed that that was happening. jackie passed me again and i was thinking, it's alright she'll beat me, but then i saw fb-in-my-head yelling at me, "go go go! beat that girl!" i thought, if maija thinks i can beat that girl then i will! so i did, and the rest of the course was almost 1 circle around the track. i kept thinking jackie was right behind me so i pushed it til the end, and when i heard 24:16 i was a little surprised b/c the time sounded a little long. people were talking about how we had missed a turn and A, with his trusty GPA, said that we had actually run 3.4 miles. so 24:16 on 3.4 miles is a really good time for me and i am happy with that. on top of that, i got 4th place overall and 1st place girls! it was my first time i had gotten a 1st place medal, and A's class of '98 won first place as a group. when the race guy announced my name, he said, "for first place girls... esther lee-salazar!" i thought that was so cute (and embarrassing)!

i didn't know i'd ever admit this but i'm quite grateful for the track workouts b/c i can get an idea that it is possible to go a certain pace. while it was great doing interval runs w/ fb once to get a taste of trying to chase someone in real life, i also appreciate doing track workouts alone b/c then i can push it more when i am running with people. i still am not a fan of 5k's though.

today can be considered an easy day, i guess, since it was only a 24-minute run plus some pushups. the plan for tomorrow is to have a bike w/ high cadences and try to find the tappanzee bridge before it gets rebuilt. then track workout on monday, and not too sure about tuesday to thursday since swim is over for the next 2 weeks. fb reminded me of the need to taper before bassman half (oh yeah!) so friday will be an off day and saturday will be ridiculously easy day. bassman should be relatively flat so i will concentrate on technique and staying cool and still doing my best.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Soooo tired...

It's not pining, it's passed on! This parrot is no more! It has ceased to be! It's expired and gone to meet its maker! This is a late parrot! It's a stiff! Bereft of life, it rests in peace! If you hadn't nailed him to the perch he would be pushing up the daisies! Its metabolical processes are of interest only to historians! It's hopped the twig! It's shuffled off this mortal coil! It's run down the curtain and joined the choir invisible! This.... is an EX-PARROT!
Monty Python's Flying Circus

I am running on fumes right now. I would love to bike for 1hr tonight if the weather holds, but I might just skip it. My training so far this week:

Monday - Swim: 1,600m at a steady pace, run: 5mi hills
Tuesday - Swim: 2,000m drills and fast, run: 10mi
Wednesday - Swim: 1,600m at a steady pace, run: 5x1,000m (3:59, 3:59, 3:58, 4:12, 3:59)
Thursday - Run: 16mi in 2:20

Tomorrow morning, I''ll go for a swim and an easy 45min run on my favorite hilly route.

This Saturday I get to see a bunch of my college buddies that live all over the country. I'll use the 5K race to confirm my heat rate settings. After 3 readings, my resting heart rate is 45bpm, and my max heart rate is 195bpm.

On Sunday, I'll go for a 2 or 3hr bike ride, followed by a 30min brick. Then I'll be tapering next week for the Bassman 70.3.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

taco night!

after an arduous day at work, there is nothing better than dinner waiting for you at home. i was exhausted by the time i got home at 8 last night, and A had made tacos for dinner w/ grilled chicken and steak, salsa, corn, rice, veggies, cheese..mmmmm! the way to my heart is through my stomach.

on to the less important stuff. yesterday's workout was meant to be "moderate" to recover from the ride on sunday, so i swam at the bridgewater pool before jetting off to a 2 hour commute. i joined A's 4:45 a.m. crowd and then worked on 500, 400, 300, 200, 300, 400, 500 negative splits b/c i didn't have much motivation so i figured negative splits would force me to put in some effort. negative splits are fun b/c you can spend the first half focusing on technique and the 2nd on applying that to speed. then sb joined and we did a couple 100 n/s until cm showed up and warmed up. unfortunately i could only do 1 set w/ them but it was enough to give me a refresher in how fun it is to swim w/ team THPH. it's really nice to work out with people who are mutually encouraging and who aren't trying to beat you (and whom you're not trying to beat) at every lap. no egos at the pool, please!

this morning, i had planned on doing a track workout but just didn't feel up to it since the pumpkin ride last sunday, so i'll do it thursday when there is no rush to make it to master's swim. so instead, i ran intervals, 3x5:00 w/ 2:00 break, 2x5:30 w/ 2:00 break. the first few sets were hard but i had a hard time pushing it for the last few sets. i imagined cm zooming ahead of me but couldn't be bothered to even try to catch up to her. since this saturday i am doing my first 5k in over a year, and thursday will be a track workout, i figure two heart attacks per week is enough. note to self: don't eat breakfast until after running.

then onto columbia swim. i love sleeping on the bus/subway! now i can get two naps a day. today i overslept my bus stop, and only woke up when someone i had never seen before tapped my shoulder and told me i had missed my stop. i guess he had seen me get off there many times before..i thought that was so nice of him! (and kind of creepy.)

the lanes are getting full! today we had 6 in a 25yd lane, and we were all taken aback by our workout b/c the interval times looked like they were for much faster lanes (e.g., 100s on 1:30 where my PR for that pool is 1:26). thank goodness we decided to add 5 seconds to each interval or else that would have been an oxygen-less workout. since i had swum in a 25m pool on saturday and monday, i didn't accurate gauge flip-turn time and slammed my hell onto the top of the pool wall.. twice! i am still limping slightly but i just find it amusing.

the people in my lane are generally pretty fast at the longer distances and not as fast on the shorter ones and on the strokes. it is kind of like the opposite of bridgewater for me, b/c at this pool i'm one of the slower ones for the 400s and above but faster on the 100s and strokes. one lady (who was zooming on the 300s and 400s incidentally) actually complimented me on my non-free strokes which i found very surprising considering my backstroke. then suddenly everyone but me left at 7:35, and my times unsurprisingly slowed down by 5 seconds. it's interesting how much faster you can go when you feel like someone is trying to hunt you down!

workout: 1x100 free, 1x100 i.m., 2x25 easy. 200 free, 2x100 i.m., 2x25 easy. 300 free, 3x100 i.m., 2x25 easy. 400 free, 4x100 i.m. 2x25 easy, 300 free, 3x100 i.m. 200 free. i had a lot of fun on the i.m.'s, esp during fly.

so next race is 5k this saturday at A's 10-year reunion. i am definitely not looking forward to this one... in fact i believe i'd rather ride 62 miles than run 5, but i think it would be good to practice. then the bassman half is the week after, and then the philly marathon is the saturday before thanksgiving. i'd really like to run philly so the post-bassman plan is to cut down on biking/swimming to twice per week each and run more, preferably according to some schedule. this whole idea of thinking before deciding to do something is a pretty new thing for me!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Where are the pumpkins?

I have had so much fun playing with my heart rate monitor during the past week. The geek in me just loves to look at the results following the workouts, to the point that I am in a hurry to get home to download the results to my laptop. And I still have to find out so much more about it, to set all my workouts to the desired intensity levels. But I'll resist the urge to post any graphs, at least for the time being. I still have to confirm this, but after two readings, my resting heart rate is 45bpm (beats/minute). I'll take more readings to confirm this.

Another advantage is that it is so easy to keep track of my workouts. Last week, I increased my weekly running mileage to 50mi, to start to get ready for the Philly marathon. I'll drop that this week and the next, as a taper for the Bassman 70.3, but I should be doing at least 50mi weekly during October and the first week of November. I hope to do a PR in Philly, hoping to be smarter about fueling during the race. I have been concentrating on fueling during my long runs and rides, and I do feel much better than if I was not.

Yesterday, E and I did the Pumpkin Patch Pedal century bike ride. We had done the 62mi ride last year, and we liked it. For the century, they extend the ride by taking us to some county roads with a lot of fast moving traffic, and nothing scenic to look at. There were no pumpkins there, or nothing else for that matter, except for cars going at 50+MPH, so that portion was not very enjoyable. I was quite disappointed by this.

As for the ride, I felt really strong throughout. There was no pain, and my legs always had a lot of spring to them, taking hills strongly, and using the descents to pick up speed. My heart rate did not go above 155 at any moment during the ride. E was not having such a good time, but she did great for the first 50mi, until her legs started to hurt. Still, she soldiered on. Then she stopped at mile 90, but after calming down, she finished strongly. I feel bad, because I could have been a better domestique after the rest stop at mile 80, but I made sure to keep her front wheel right behind my back wheel for the last 10mi, to cut the wind for her. Good job hon!

Also, like I pointed out to her, that road where she stopped is not good to us. Last year, for the Pumpkin ride, I crashed on that road. Earlier this year, for the Farmlands century ride, she crashed on that road. So something bad was bound to happen there. The people from the house whose lawn we stopped at were very nice, so that was the only good thing that we ever encountered in that road.

This morning we went to the pool at 4:45AM. She is back to normal, because she was swimming really fast. I was just doing a mile at a steady pace. After that, I ran 5mi on a hilly course. I do not feel tired or sore from yesterday's ride. That is good!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

defeated by a century

saturday's swim was fun! i did cm's workout that she gave me last week:

200m wu
200m IM
200m-25m fly, 25 free, 25m back (DO IT!), 25m free, 25m breast, 75m free
2x300m-{100m IM, 100m free, 100m stroke choice} w/ :20 rest
2x{100m fly, 4th 25 fast :15 rest
100m back, 3rd 25 fast :15 rest OTTER STYLE
100m breast 2nd 25 fast :15 rest
100m free 1st 25 fast :15 rest
200 free RACE IT LIKE A CRAZY PERSON!!!! :20 rest
150 choice FAST LIKE A BUNNY (if bunnies swam fast) :30 rest}
100m free, 4th 25 fast :15 rest
100m free, 3rd 25 fast :15 rest
100m freet 2nd 25 fast :15 rest
100m free 1st 25 fast :15 rest
200 free RACE IT LIKE A CRAZY PERSON!!!! :20 rest
150 free FAST LIKE A FISHIE! :30 rest
250m cd or join SB and I for our easy swim
3700m+

when i read this workout over before doing it, i did a double take on the 100 fly. 100 fly?! i'd only done it in a 50m pool and then super slowly. i tend to heat up and get tired really quickly on fly, although i love it, so during those i remember thinking, "cool as a cucumber"and picturing a cucumber doing fly. i had actually brought an underwater disposable camera left over from my england trip, and was looking for the hairball but only found the baby hairball. after the swim i went for a ridiculously easy 30-min jog b/c the weather was awesome but i didn't want to do any running that i'd regret during the ride the next day.

today's ride was the pumpkin patch pedal, 100 miles. A and i showed up at the park at 7 a.m. in the freezing cold and saw chaz only at the beginning of the ride, which i knew would happen. he glided past us as if he was floating. that was the last we saw of that monster cyclist, and didn't even see him during the break!

the weather for the whole day was perfect and it was the perfect way to enjoy the day. it was funny that the only thing i remembered from last year's pumpkin patch pedal (we had done the 62 then) was that it was hilly, but it wasn't hilly at all. A was a gentleman as usual and didn't go too far ahead of me. we did 50 before taking our first rest stop and hung out for a few minutes with cyclists who enjoyed sharing war stories about their rides, that went something like, "i just did such-and-such a ride, 500 miles with 100 hills, backwards, without shoes."

from mile 50 onward, my quads felt like they were burning, kind of like how they feel when you're finishing up a set of squats, except they just never stopped burning. i was feeling really frustrated b/c i kept slowing down and felt bad for slowing A down although he never complained. i kept switching to a higher gear and then trying to go harder but couldn't keep the cadences up so had to go lighter again..then to try to compensate for going on a lighter gear, i'd pedal faster but that just made me feel like acid was going up and down my legs. we stopped for another break at the 80 and i tried to assuage my misery with apple and pumpkin pies. i was feeling foolish b/c i had done a century once before and although i was mashing at the time, at least i had done it! only 20 miles were remaining so i thought it was doable. time passed slowly and to entertain myself and to make sure i wasn't mashing, i kept counting my cadences. my legs were still feeling awful, and i tried to have a positive attitude about it, telling myself that this was a good workout for my legs and not to think about speed, but to enjoy the day. on mile 90, i had a mental meltdown and couldn't stand my legs hurting anymore; i suddenly wanted to throw up and was having a lot of trouble breathing, and my helmet was feeling very tight around my chin. i stopped, threw my helmet on the ground and started crying b/c i felt awful and then i felt silly for feeling awful. A turned around to help me chill out, whereas, come to think of it, if it was the other way around (and i can't ever imagine it being the other way around) i might have said something to him like, "man up!" i am so glad he is such a patient guy. the people whose house i stopped in front of came outside and were incredibly nice to give me cold water and shade. A offered to find a car so i didn't have to finish the ride but i really wanted to finish. the last 10 miles were ok, particularly b/c A stayed closer in front of me and was highly encouraging. whew! afterwards we celebrated at my favorite salad place, mcCarthy's. total time = around 6:14, my average pace = 16.2. the last 100, average pace = 16.7 and i had hoped to go above that.

since #1 goal for the ride was to keep cadences up b/n 80-85/minute, and goal #2 was to finish at a decent time, i was glad to have at least accomplished goal#1. still, i am pretty aware that a lot of progress needs to be made, in the biking area especially, before imlp. i'm so glad we have 10 months to go!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

big bro's learn-to-sleep class

my anonymous older brother keeps telling me to sleep more, like him. he even gave me a demonstration when he came to visit. although it pains my ego, he has a good point. on wednesday, i did a 45 min easy ride on the trainer and then went to columbia swim. i thought i would have a lot more energy at swim than i did yesterday so was a little offended when Alpha Male said i was "a little off." for some reason i was last in line on the 1x1200, but i was motivated by her comment and was towards the front for the 8x100 free. i was happy to see my friend dawn who came back from watching her son as one of the announcers for the u.s. water polo team. next week is the last week of swim before a 2 week break, then new times will be tues, thurs and fri 6-7 a.m., so i need to figure out a revised training plan.

then wednesday night i only managed to sleep 5 hours (for some people, a.k.a A) that is a lot but i definitely learned that biking while tired is frustrating and slow. i think i can swim and run ok tired but when i was on the bike, my eyes thought i was still in bed. i had a hard time keeping the cadences up doing the 5x10 race w/ 5 min easy in between, and it didn't even feel like "race pace" so i did the last 25 min focusing only on cadence. since i felt a little guilty about not being able to finish the workout, i did a 20-min 10k pace brick followed by 10 min easy. it is fun not shuffling during the brick! btw the weather this week has been incredible.

last night i stayed over a girl friend's place that is super close to my work place, so i thought that i would get to sleep in a little bit more, but no such luck. since she had to be at work at 8 and we had breakfast at 7 (my bright idea), i was up again at 4, running around east village, across the williamsburg bridge and wandering around union square for about 1:45. i LOVE longer runs, they are so relaxing and it is nice to give your mind and body a break. i figure it's time to increase my weekly long-run times if i want to run philly in november. ideally, i would be superwoman (whom A reminds me that i am not) and could do the marathon training plan on top of my regular training.

next plan of action..nap time!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

a sucker for compliments

A's blog made me smile, what a sweet guy MOST of the time. i'm really glad he liked our gift!

it was hard to stick w/ cm's training schedule since i was off two days, but friday i managed to do the 90 minute ride (w/ 5x10 race pace) followed by 30 min run (15 mins at 10k pace, 15 easy). cm had written "NO MASHING" for the race pace segment, so a neon "NO MASHING" sign kept blinking in my head. for now, race pace and no mashing seem like an oxymoron. then during fast part of the run, i was pleased to be able to run stronger than before, but had to stop after 15 mins out of a huge urge to go to the bathroom. isn't that funny when that happens?

saturday i was still full of energy-- i guess taking rest days really pumps you up! that and the bread pudding & ice cream sundae from famous dave's-- so i did a 1:30 run along the watchung area. cm had written up a really fun 3700m swim but the bridgewater and hillsborough Y's both didn't have free lanes. i was pretty impatient and called maija, "quick, both Y's are closed so i have 1 1/2 hours to go biking before getting ready for the wedding. what do i do??" so i went for a 1:15 ride, 3 concentric circles in hillsborough b/c i kept making right turns to avoid crossing the street.

then the super hot ride on sunday to watch team KB2 and their nearly professional photographer sb. G and maija did a fantastic job, as did sb who was running around sweating and looking as if he had just finished a swim. i will never forget how towards the end of her ride, G had her race face, which broke into a smile when she saw me cheering for her, then switched back into her race face. our ride was only 25 miles there and back but i haven't done more than 25 miles since... i don't remember, our last century ride a few months ago? i was getting really hot (and therefore cranky) on our way back but was determined to keep the cadences up. i figure i have had plenty of training on mashing so there is no need for that. A was such a gentleman, always checking if i was ok and checking behind him to make sure i was not too far behind. i need to catch up w/ him one day! this sunday is a century ride, and i hope to use it as a 100-mile practice in high cadence and no mashing.

the workout for this week is to try cm's workout for me from last week, but since we have a long ride on sunday i'll do maija's fun long swim on saturday and do a medium run on friday. i only had time for a 1:30 bike w/ high candences yesterday, and then did last week's track workout and columbia swim today. i had been dreading the track workout all week, and wrote sb's times on my hands, hoping that i wouldn't sweat it off. thankfully, i only had time for the 5, 4, 3x400 (so i'll need to figure out my workout schedule again to allow for more track workout time). as i was running i was picturing sb pulling away from me. agh!
5x400 sb's time 8:50.. my time 8:51 (i think) woo hoo!
4x400 sb's time 6:57.. my time 7:01 he's pulling away
3x400 sb's time 5:05..my time 5:14. how does he do it?!!

by the 3rd 400 of each set i started to feel sick but kept going. i noticed that i forget to swallow the saliva that is pooling in my mouth when i'm concentrating on running. does that ever happen to you guys?? i remember when i was starting to feel bad, thinking, "well at least you're not walking in cow poop in england w/ bad ankles and a heavy backpack." that did make me feel better.